Its been a few days...

Okay maybe more then a few =) but eh... writing "Same shit different day" seems uneventful, lol. Its been just that, same shit different day. Some stuff going on with the CNA's and such but thats neither here nor there... I guess im finally at the end of my rope, here i am sitting in the same gd place, and its been well over a year now. Its time... Time to go home time to get the hell outta here. I cant deal with this anymore. Sanity teetering on a double edged sword... Ive come to the decision that I am gone come the end of next month. However... I intend to keep this blog going, i used to write stuff down in a book years ago, this is so much faster and easier then actually writing pen to paper lol. Oh well stay tuned, same bat time same bat channel =)

Brookhaven, As the stomach turns? rofl...

Never did I think i would ever hear such drama bullshit in a facility that one would go to recuperate and whatnot... Latest bs, is that some residents got caught having oral sex... all I can say is eww? rofl.. Ugh aside from all the shit i deal with here at least that was something amusin to hear. I mean really who the HELL goes to a rehab to get better from an illness, ( not drugs or alch thats not what this rehab is ) to go and have sex of some sort with other residents. With all the housekeeping, nurses, aides, other residents and such around wouldnt you think twice? Ugh.. thats the best I can say ...ugh lol.

Another note was, the doc came and changed some scripts around and such so im hopefully not taking as much crap as they were trying to give me via medications. uh... oh yeah... The phlebotomist came on friday? Now ive been told i cannot have needles in my room so that i can "sew" i do cross stitching and such needlepoint etc... and this dumb broad left two needles on my bed.... brain dmg? This chicks a frikkin windowlicker ( again lol thanks Valezia ) I cant stand her or her mother they are both like frikkin brain dead... okay lol enough bashin =) Figured id toss a note about this stuff to keep it in mind. =) its Sun night moms here with Wita =) and imma end here for now ttys!! Thanks for reading and listening.

~B

Last night..

Last night the doc came to see me, i told him everything was okay for the most part, i mean what is really gonna change here? heh.. He changed my scripts not that im going to take the extra pills cuz htey make me just miserable... ive been feelin good for the most part tbh... going to PT every day n such hopin to get outta this place soon oy its enough...

Just ugh...

Ever look at food and want to simply vomit? well that seems to be the daily trend around here seriously... Today for dnner they bring me stuffed shells which i might have eaten if they werent ice fucking cold and without any sauce... i mean wtf? My menu is supposed to not have gravy ( brown gravy? ) but apparently the kitchen ppl here are as dumb as dirt.. so yeah. I give up, coffee and crackers it is for me.. and the occasional dinner mom brings, soon ill be out of here... Hopefully 

~B

Blurred speed

Eh its been about a week, well a week and a day, Wound doc was here yesterday said that the wound "seems" okay, since its not hurting that hes not gonna cut me to allow it to drain they are gonna "Wait and see" not very comforting, same crap tho this week, least Ms Hicks is back =) oh well.... today I have Kelly in the 3-11 shift, shit is my damn bell was on since frikkin 2 or so... at the very least an hour, and its 3:30 or so now. ugh and like 300 degrees in my room. Till mananas.. =)

Forgot =P

Today the wound doc came and forgot his "Scalpel", so that means another week with this wound the way its been they need to help it drain etc.. taking me off the cumadin <sp?> so that the clotting will do its job. oh well till manana

Dear Abby?

I remember years ago i would sit and read the newspaper in the city.. the Daily news in fact... and there was this advice columnist, Abby.. rofl i dunno wtf it is but everyone seems to gravitate twords me as their "Dear Abby" >.< ugh its frustrating at times, I mean i got my own issues to deal with specially these days... But I cant say no.. i cant say "Eh.. not now i really cant help ya" Even if i just sit and listen i think it makes them feel better. Me however? ugh... its just exhausting. But things seem a lil better these past few days... Nothing major going on, but nothing bad happening either.. No news is good news? Something along them lines... =)