Quick synapsis

Two days same sheets, no lunch, no breakfast, Pinnok sucks ... nothing new. Daily regimen <sp?> ugh i need to look these words up myself lol but whatever... the dot theory on my sheets continues. =)

Just fuckin fed up....

I know its been a while since ive posted but i mean i get tired... tired of saying the same shit over and over.. I guess it takes me getting pissed the fuck off for me to post. Today i havent been feeling well ( nothing new these days stomachs always hurting ) well Lunch came and went and i got nothing, its 3 pm and im still waiting.. Also, i rang about 1 pm for Pinnok to come help me clean up ( cuz i needed to rewash eh.. ) and she still hasnt even stuck her head in here at 3:17 pm. I know they are short today due to the weather but i mean shit wtf yanno? Ugh im so fucking fed up with everything here its just pushing me to my limits seriousy. I miss Steph =( No acupuncture today either, i guess she was unable to make it. I want Hicks back... 

~B

Since Thurs?

Not sure the last day that Robin worked.. (Aka Ms Williams) but the sheets on my bed havent been changed SINCE then.. I could swear it was thurs. God i hate having Pinnok.. Shes so fuckin lazy and sloppy :Sighs: theres not much i can do however, another 3 months i need to ride this shit out, hopefully this will be the last shift i will have to endure.... Its ... Sunday? yah, and she didnt even attempt to change them today either... This shits driving me nutty... i feel dirty my hairs fuckin filthy. But I cant put Hicks through any more work. 

~B

Betrayed..?

Its it wrong that i feel betrayed? Abandoned and forsaken? Eh... maybe it is, but its how i feel these days. Suddenly finding out that Hicks isnt my morning CNA Anymore just kinda left shit screwed up.. I dunno whats to come, but i guess well see...

Fkn fed up seriously...

Its almost 1pm, Granted i overslept no one woke me this morning and i had my headset on listening to music. Breakfast came and went ( they didnt bother to wake me or leave me anything from the tray ) Lunch now came and went... Again they didnt wake me or leave me anything from the tray. Lights been on for a good 45 min ... nothing no one answering the bells, I called the fuck downstairs to the guards station... and yep you guessed it. Nothing no one answers the page overhead the transfer of the call upstairs. I might as well be fucking ALONE in this god forsaken place. Welcome to my leper colony.

~B