I have alot of shit going on inside my head these days. Theres only one thing imo that could calm these deamons in my head. However, he wants no part of me. Sadly a game i once enjoyed has become just god awful i guess. Woulas always a fuckin prick punishing me for the "sins of my father" is the term that keeps popping into my head.
He "hates" me because of EK going off on them a bunch of times, mind ya, these were times that i spoke to Nick and asked him specifically NOT to fuckin say anything to these ppl just for this reason alone. Last nights raid the prick wasnt there.. fuckin Shleonger. heh... Thankfully Eh the dood gets on my last nerve. Anyway my boots dropped, no one wanted them. I said yeah i need em, everyone told Woula to give em to me and of course since i woudnt roll he kept them. oh joy?
Apparently Star and Sunday may come back to raiding... This will definately be the end of my raiding days if they do. For that matter if i get replaced I will simply leave the game theres no where for me to go and no reason to continue playing. Even now its moreso so i can hang out with them and keep my fuckin mind off shit thats swimming in it. The deamons in my head are driving me nuts heh... So much shit going on with me these days, and lucky me I get to face it alone. No one gives a shit what I think or have to say its awesome =).
Im gonna end here for now since Cables being stupid and im doing this all offline so im really not sure how its gonna look when i paste it in the blog lol. Eh later....
~B.
