What do you do when everything is crashing down around you? When one day melds into the next.. When you have nothing left but dispair? Im done I am so far done it isnt even funny any more. I need something... anything... This fuckin place has cost me everything I hold dear. The man of my dreams, my kids, my life my livelyhood. I want to go home but apparently thats not happening, she doesnt want me there.. I cant deal with this place anymore, im fuckin miserable 99% of the time, and that 1% is when im talking to Nick.. I dont even have "him" anymore so to speak. Living on the hope that shit will work itself out isnt enough anymore.. I just want it all to end... I just want all the pain to go away, the hurts to stop... I want to go home, but thats not happening... Home, its so far away, im fuckin miserable, im tired of crying, i have like no tears left... I wanna go home, Brookhaven has stolen so much from me. The ache in my heart pales in comparison to the screaming agony my leg is in.. I wanna go home....Not sure how much longer Im going to keep going. No real reason to anymore tbh...
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