No one understands me, or maybe they do... and just ignore it? I dunno, shits pretty much the same.. However ive been sticking to my "guns" about the CNA's that take care of me. I dun understand why they dont "get" that ive been here over a fuckin year, a year and a half almost exactly... and I just dont WANT new ppl looking at me. Not like sitting in the room looking at me, just "seeing me naked" fuck i mean i dont even want to look in the mirror myself let alone show my ass off to the world for lack of a "nice" way to put this.. im frustrated, now apparently its coming from "Downstairs" that the CNA's arent allowed to switch me off the assignment to one of the girls that have had me before... This is okay i guess im going to deal with it the best way i can.. No water pills and just washing myself up, no drinking either, since thankfully.... i dont "go to the bathroom" more then once a week thats not a huge concern of mine i can deal with that when i cross that bridge i guess. My take is this, they make it worse then it is atm? Then fuck it imma call the state and complain. I mean why is it they dont understand... Oh yeah, the water? well it was "apple juice" colored this morning and lunch was only slightly lighter, why is it this fuckin place isnt worrying about shit like this? Instead of worrying over how to make me miserable? heh. Go fuckin figure... Its okay to feed food with bugs, hairs, etc in it to patients, oh yeah and give them brown water that might have come from the sewers but its not okay to just make them more comfortable by not having strangers looking at them ugh.. Wtfever seriously. Till next time i guess if anyones even frikkin listening.
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