Last night I spent talking with you know who, makes me sad, sad to know he thinks as he does. That we ( in a general sense ) are insignificant. I know we dont see eye to eye on things but hes so miserable at times. I guess I can understand it Im miserable myself plenty. Just ... i dont know i always see the glass as "half full" he sees it as "frikkin empty" lol. Hes exhausting at times, and i guess its my own fault for always reminding him hes wonderful, perfect etc... Its gone to his head >.< oy... but whatever. I love him with whole of heart. Tired of this fence he enjoys sitting on tbh... We need to either part ways or whatever I dont want it but i think its time, everyone keeps yellin at me to do something, to make him see and decide. ::Shrugs:: I dont know what I would do without him...
What do you do when you are torn in half? It would cataclysmically change my life, its been so long that hes been with me. I only wish I could be closer, he was saying that maybe if we hadnt been doing what were doing for these past years we wouldnt be where we are now. Shit is? I believe with whole of heart if we were together things would have been 1000000000000% better. Eh thats just me apparently, but thats okay.. lol my opinions the one that matters no? Oh well just tossin out my thoughts for the day.
~B
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