Its been days since ive heard from him... Sad to finally see that after all this time and as much as I love him im easily disposable.... With nothing more then a "bye" after 11 years i guess its over? My heart breaking daily and miserable on top of the shit im going through this isnt helping. Its been a month that I have been looking for a gd doctor to oversee me so that I can have the nurses come to the home and I cant even get that squared away. ::Sighs:: Im so overwhelmed you would think that he would help, make things a bit easier, but instead he takes his own selfish route.. Cuz hes angry he resorts to fuckin calling me retard and such. Im so sick of it. I guess ive held on all this time because I have hoped that he would change that my love would make him ... "not so angry" I guess not... Even in that ive failed. The man i adore doesnt even give a shit about me. Go fig.
~B
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