Its been days now Ive sorta lost track of how many but nearing a week i guess. I havent spoken to him and he hasnt bothered to even try to talk to me. Shows me how much he valued me... it hurts, makes me feel like shit tbh... ::Sighs:: my eyes well up with tears and my heart breaks every time i think of it.....
Ask me again.. i hear her whispering those words to Orlando... I carry you in my spirit. I pray for you more then i pray for myself... I feel those words in my being... Sad... so so sad after 11+ years I mean absolutely nothing to the man i adore... go fig. Time heals all wounds they tell me, they lie... I know its recent this is only just happening now, but i know me. Nick is it, the one and only person I will ever again let into the deepest recesses of my heart. Sucks when ppl are so selfish, I see it time and time again.. Its killing me slowly.
~Forever,
~B
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