Misery.

I believe wholeheartedly that you get what you give. We all have a destiny, oddly tho, why does it seem mines misery? No matter what I do, say or try to do, I always seem to get shit on, abused, molested, raped? ::sighs:: among other shit.. Ppl talk to me like im garbage, so maybe i am? yah yah ppl are going to say oh yer so dramatic. ( Drama queen ) but im not i mean look at my track record?

I was molested at a very young age, ( and it lasted years ) I was raped at the age of 13, The man I married? Well he cheated on me after we were married 6 months. Ive been physically abused by men, verbally abused by them as well, my mother lived through hell ( and i seem to be doing the same no matter how fucking hard i try and break the cycle. ) Ive been trapped in my body for years now, now im trapped in hospitals and rehabs.. im fuckin miserable day in and day out. And the one person that I love more then life itself? yah... he talks to me like im garbage too... I guess this is my fate.

~B.